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I'm Doing A Good Job...

posted by Forsythea Nelms on , ,

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..entertaining myself so that I don't have to think too much of what's going on back home. I am trying to keep myself busy, doing some house cleaning, running for some errands and even weeding our yard yesterday. So far so good but there are times that my father's happy face will just pop in my head and couldn't help but cry and sometimes wonder if I'm only dreaming! This is just too surreal for me that sometimes I tell myself that this did not happen. Oh gosh I think I'm going crazy!

And what's unfortunate is that I am not able to go home to be with my family. Other than no money to buy the ticket, my passport is also expired and I haven't had the chance to renew it. Even if I had the money to go back, it will take weeks for my passport to get back to me. So there's really no way I can go home! I just feel sorry for my youngest son for he didn't get to know his only lolo (grandfather). Both sides of the family, the grandfathers are gone! I guess he will grow up not knowing any grandfather but I will make sure that I will introduce him his lolo that he'll never meet by showing him his pictures and telling how good of a person he was! 

Anyway, I will surely miss my father and it's a shame that I didn't even spent that much time with him when we were there in 2009 for a vacation. That was the last time I have seen my father, 3 years ago! Life lesson I've learned from this. Spend your time with your loved ones like there's no tomorrow because it might be the last time you'll ever see them!

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